Reaching the Finish Line Through Fear, Failure and Faith

I was brought up in an orphanage in Kazakhstan. When I left as a teenager, I faced many difficulties. I had neither financial support nor people close to me to go to.

It was hard, but I studied to be a cook, and after graduation, I settled in the orphanage I grew up in and worked there until it closed. After it closed, I decided to try to study finance. It was not easy; I was a single mom and had two little kids to take care of by myself. But I was determined and was able to graduate with honors!

I asked God, help me find myself. I want to do your will. I want you to lead me.

I found a job in a large trading network and ended up becoming deputy director. But when I had the opportunity to continue to move up the career ladder, I stopped—I decided to leave! I wanted something more. I wanted to help people.

I asked God, help me find myself. I want to do your will. I want you to lead me.

He did not immediately answer. But in a strange way, the answer began to reveal itself. I went back to college and am now in my second year as a student to be a psychologist and teacher.

When I started working with children, I fluttered like a butterfly and fell in love with these kids.

So, I decided I wanted to open-up my own small children’s development center for special needs children. But I developed so much fear I could hardly sleep at night. I felt like I did not have enough experience to move forward. I had no confidence. I thought, where am I going? What am I doing?!

Then some friends told me about The Global Leadership Summit taking place in Kazakhstan in November 2019. After I gathered my thoughts, I finally decided to give it a try even though I didn’t quite understand what I was about to get myself into.

Nothing happens on accident.

I learned a lot! I was amazed by Bear Grylls talk. He spoke so simply. And as he spoke, it felt like he was talking about me. I felt pain as I reflected on what I’ve been through growing up. A lump gradually gathered in my throat. I realized I wanted to live, not just exist! So, I set a goal for myself. I’ve always dreamed of being a psychologist, working with children growing up in difficult situations, but this path has not been easy.

But being at the Summit, I gained confidence that I was going in the right direction! Now I understand that without failure, without fear, without faith– you won’t get to the finish line! I trust in the Lord. I follow this path, asking Him for help along the way.

I do not regret a second that I attended this Summit! I’m so glad this exists! The Summit helps people leave their comfort zone, believe in themselves and act in the name of the Lord!